Long long time...

sorry for not posting for a long long time ago.....
the chinese new year mood has gone and i returned to my normal life~

Dear all my friends that i haven't met long time ago......

dractsopeht
i'm having such a good time do you know
you can join me anytime you please
as if i were riding in a boat
i can smile but don't have to say cheese

now my wish has come true
though my dream hasn't yet come true

Still unhappy......

i know
i've got a house but it's not my home
i've got some friends but i'm still alone
i've got a dream but it won't come true
this i know

i know the stars twinkle every night
i see the clouds blocking all the light
i know that we can't be together even if we want
i know i know

and so the sunset sunrise i'm used to
and all the days and weeks and years i've gone through
the weather is too much too cold here
i'd rather stay there for the rest of my life

i've got some clothes but i still feel cold
i've tried to try but they still say no
i feel so lonely all the time but there's no one to hold

i pushed the door but it's to be pulled
i went along and became a fool
i went to buy the trumpet i'd been saving for
but it's sold it's sold it's sold

the temperature is much too low here
i'd rather stay away for the rest of my life

today i did something really bad today....what should i do...........?

Dear Friend

today i received my best friend-jane's letter.....cool!
she went to south africa last year..starting her new life.....just for a year~~:)i really want to know what will she looks like when she returned.........
today i had my chinese history test,i don't think it is difficult and would passed(i hope)....haha~~~
mr. unhappy is staying in my heart and i don't know what i could do....sometimes i lost myself.....

Mr Unhappy

hello...mr. unhappy......
welcome to my mind.....

my dog years
there's no place to where i can belong
i am never the one whom they want
i shouldn't be here
i shouldn't be there
i shouldn't have been born

and i'd run until i get lost
though i know there's always a cost
i'll pay for it
i'm used to it
i won't complain

so please just let me try
once in my life
once in my life
though i know all of these may just go wrong
though i know i might not be strong again
though i might not be able to stand again

i don't know what i've been looking for
i even do not know what i want
i ask myself
i cheat myself
i leave myself

i pretend to be happy but i'm not
i'm never satisfied with what i've got
i want too much
i need too much
i hope for too much

so please just let me fly
once in my life
once in my life
i know i might as well just fall and die
but in front of you i will never cry
and i'll never admit that i regret

Lost and Found

i was lost in this holiday but at the end i found myself ......
i know what i should do and what i've been looking for.....
thank you god~~~

Happy New Year!

Happy NewYear To all!!!!